Alleviate

Hey there! what are you looking at?
i am not lost in this moor,
nor am i drunk from yesterday.
i am not what you may think.

A spot to sit and meditate?
i need none its easy this way.
Already spent years long,
looking for good new ways

Don't reason now; you Holy
Lot good lectures i relayed.
Back then was a fool;
little more fool i am now.

Not another lonely soul here,
all friends on speed dial.
Not cramped with, "I need some space"
my world a pretty big place.

Running away is not my game,
else you wont see me here.
Head first and run into unknown
that is how i walk my friend.

But today i am here for you.
Your little boat at winds grace.
Get in and row to which shore you shall;
i can not take without your will.

Not that Samaritan from chapters old
my journey has no meaning alone.
These waters I forever tread,
many like you I bear a hand.

solitary solidarity

How did I become this
a man of no longing
Living like a death wish
what strange song singing


how did I become this
with no hope and help
unstable winter breeze
not a dog, yet alone I yelp

How did I become this
empty shell at shore
left my soul amiss
even strong legs are sore

How did I become this
one pale face of frown
no bloody heavenly bliss
broken dreams of a clown

How can I become this
to unfold in me that butterfly
leaping up for her first kiss
opening my wings in clear blue sky

overcoming me

I walked into this night
one very dark night
and into its darkest alleys
with a little bright light
to share with all who
share a plight same as I
I have seen but none until

a chilling breeze blowing
touched me on my face
colder and colder it gets
with evry breath I take
but I can't stop breathing
I have to keep moving mate
walking will keep me warm.

From behind a shadow jumps
there are more fears within
to be afraid of than from
you who threatens me now
of some unknown fate;
I pity you, you not know
what is coming for you.

Here it began to rain
drizzles to begin and
then poured on me n' around
I can just get wet and curse;
but I only smile and feel the rain
for I know what has now began
will also soon end.

Now a muddy road ahead
hesitation crept in my mind
will get dirty if I pass by;
why be afraid of getting dirty
if I am a clean man within
soon some rain will wash or
sun will dry me clean this morning.

I was alone when I began
have been walking for long
my dark night has turned dim
little more away is horizon
only now I know I were not alone
I see more man walking alongside
towards this growing light.