singing life

A song that I lost
lost in midst of all noise
This song that was me once

A song so strong
shines each morning
Takes on the sun as it rise

A song so green
like wind it moves
Even trees sway and dance

A song so red
like it lives in fire
Burning all ill in pyre within

A song so brown
like earth it smells
First rain touching man

A song so blue
like echoes in clear sky
Confronting all borders and boundaries

This song is not lost
its was hiding withing me
I found it now to set it free

Alleviate

Hey there! what are you looking at?
i am not lost in this moor,
nor am i drunk from yesterday.
i am not what you may think.

A spot to sit and meditate?
i need none its easy this way.
Already spent years long,
looking for good new ways

Don't reason now; you Holy
Lot good lectures i relayed.
Back then was a fool;
little more fool i am now.

Not another lonely soul here,
all friends on speed dial.
Not cramped with, "I need some space"
my world a pretty big place.

Running away is not my game,
else you wont see me here.
Head first and run into unknown
that is how i walk my friend.

But today i am here for you.
Your little boat at winds grace.
Get in and row to which shore you shall;
i can not take without your will.

Not that Samaritan from chapters old
my journey has no meaning alone.
These waters I forever tread,
many like you I bear a hand.

solitary solidarity

How did I become this
a man of no longing
Living like a death wish
what strange song singing


how did I become this
with no hope and help
unstable winter breeze
not a dog, yet alone I yelp

How did I become this
empty shell at shore
left my soul amiss
even strong legs are sore

How did I become this
one pale face of frown
no bloody heavenly bliss
broken dreams of a clown

How can I become this
to unfold in me that butterfly
leaping up for her first kiss
opening my wings in clear blue sky

overcoming me

I walked into this night
one very dark night
and into its darkest alleys
with a little bright light
to share with all who
share a plight same as I
I have seen but none until

a chilling breeze blowing
touched me on my face
colder and colder it gets
with evry breath I take
but I can't stop breathing
I have to keep moving mate
walking will keep me warm.

From behind a shadow jumps
there are more fears within
to be afraid of than from
you who threatens me now
of some unknown fate;
I pity you, you not know
what is coming for you.

Here it began to rain
drizzles to begin and
then poured on me n' around
I can just get wet and curse;
but I only smile and feel the rain
for I know what has now began
will also soon end.

Now a muddy road ahead
hesitation crept in my mind
will get dirty if I pass by;
why be afraid of getting dirty
if I am a clean man within
soon some rain will wash or
sun will dry me clean this morning.

I was alone when I began
have been walking for long
my dark night has turned dim
little more away is horizon
only now I know I were not alone
I see more man walking alongside
towards this growing light.

Alive in Sleep

Funny is in'it
a time that sweeps
slips by so quick
as if I hold sand
sand in my fist
and make it run
some so sad and
a hell lot of smiles.

all in a day as this
a bright beginning
silently rolled out
like a vigorous kiss
or like that moment
of eve when my
Sun is about to hide
in red of its own shine

A little bumpy ride
of cart and bull
teasing you are
songs of tingling bells
and the dust that rise
from under my wheels
meet the breeze to create
that mist of my bygone realm

Perhaps like running down
a smooth hill of lust
finally falling and rolling
on the soft grass moist
in dew of love, love is it?
a glittering stream of
sweet water flows by
whispering questions forever

A green pond in wilderness
with lotus leaves spread
like curtains, make me seek
uncertainties of my depth
yet have you not seen
all these blossoms rising
from depths of my green
I live an everlasting dream

need some rain

rain O' my mind
rain with all might
as I sit by your side
wash all dust over
my brow with your touch

And then rush
rush into drops
fall into my eyes
its been itching
ever since they cried

soak my face
as thy seasons turn
make me soft and shine
take away all old
all old, dead and dry

rain rain rain
O bloody rain
pour all you hold
in here and heaven
and all in between

drench me today
keep me wet tonight
give me your cold
yet I be happy
all loud in laughter

you my rain
live in my mind
pour from the skies
a mouth wide open
one gulp all I want
to wash all my stain

you must rain
this day and again
a drop of rain
is what i seek for
all world in pain

Of Faith, Fate and Lost Hope!

No rain forecasted
Neither a storm came
I still got these burns
Of a lightning struck

Your words bore such glee
That gives strange pains
My ears all upright, right?
But inside its all clamored

Feels like break all china
Tear all silk and satin
Run to unknown errands
My sun ain't sunny anymore

How I wish now dar'ln
In sleep this be dream
dream to fade away quick
A bad dream all it is, it be

Of unfortunate shell he is
Cracked n' dead within thee
Your waves keep playing with me
More to shore, a little to sea

I have I know always there be
small place in your heart for me
Once bright, warm, nice n' happi
But that be time long lost you see

Shall not wear nor throw away
An old pair of nice shoes
This is, is what has become
Just become in you of me